Rainfall

Looking out the window of the family room at my parents’ house, I notice that it is slightly raining. Funny how much slack that the rain gets in today’s society. It is gloomy and unfounded; it represents sadness and malcontent, but alas the natural world outside of humans feels massively different.

Water is needed by the ecosystem in high amounts. Animals and plants love the stuff. Humans do too, except the water they cherish comes from a metal pipe out of the wall from God knows where.

It’s the same old story. Once you become a part of a survival situation, you find that the simplest form of nature is more important than all complex advances in human technology. Nothing hits you like that fresh smell of bacteria after a rainfall, too!

Getting a New Computer Monitor

So I wanted to buy a new computer monitor: a HP ZR24W. It is a high quality LCD screen with IPS technology.

I think that the most important aspect of any company is R&D. I love new innovations in technology and believe that new ideas help create a big difference in the perception of life.

When something new rolls out, it tells us that we are getting one step to where everything is possible. When I mean “everything,” I really mean it. Anything that your imagination can dream up is one step closer to becoming reality. I can go into great detail with which what I am expressing for all to see, but I’ll save it for private reasons.

Humans do like change if it has a 50/50 shot of something becoming better versus worse. I’ve found this to be true in my diet. I am always changing it up every so often to keep from getting bored.

I would prefer to follow suit and say that everything comes and goes at a given time, and that you have to realize just what makes a style and time so reminiscing. Many dream of any time in history, and what needs to happen in the future is the same – what you feel for from the past can be enhanced in the future. You want these past events to become a greater future, so that in the future-future, you hope to recollect all scenarios from the plain old future. That is where we are given are drive to move forward.

A Field

A blank fields stands beside the street corner. Nothing has been developed and its lies in natural disarray.

Four humans were asked to reply about the future development of the land. Three possible choices were eventually given to these four: (1) Library, (2) Parking lot, and (3) Park. All of the possibilities were chosen for consideration.

This possible question can probably be used to help develop ideas about your logical mindset. If the answerer to this survey decided to keep it natural that leads to a higher likelihood of said answerer to be “green.”

The same applies to the other two answers. The second answerer (a businessman) who runs a small restaurant nearby may be discussing the possibilities of a neighborhood parking lot for helping increase business, whereas the third answerer (librarian) wants to see younger (and older) humans given the opportunity for stimulating the development of the brains that they possess.

The final answerer could not give an answer. While the answerer could be nudged towards the “green” side with his opinions, he claimed that he was independent and not “green.”

When asked why he did not have an opinion on this development, he simply stated that there were millions of non-humans that were not allowed to give their opinions.

Update: YouTube & Advertisements

I must say that in the last decade, YouTube has proven to be the most useful tool for understanding new ideas. Never dismiss the possibilities you can gather from a few hours of browsing YouTube. The bar on the side that gives you recommendations for related videos can be never-ending – especially when it gives you slightly (never mind that – I mean heavily!) off-topic suggestions that make absolutely no sense other than to entice you into clicking on the thumbnail!

I do have an account on YouTube. The username is obviously the same as this domain. And the fact that I have received a new camera helps, so I should be able to post some more quirky videos that should fascinate the untempered spinsters giving me some psychological grief.

A backlog of drafts appears to be numerous. I have to get to finishing those or else I may go insane!

I’ve also stopped experimenting with advertisements that don’t seem to fit well into the basic layout of the web page. I think that the skyscraper advertisement looked classy and professional, so I’ll eventually get that one back up.

As long as I continue to post at least once during a month, I shall remain pretty happy and not the type that would just abandon a blog like one-two. Bye for now.

PS: Happy Holidays!

 

 

Adventure Takes Its Toll

My breakfast consists of usually a protein bar or smoothie, with a Red Bull energy drink to go along with it. That will last me for most of the day for which the feast that I’ll partake in will never be on my mind.

Your stomach feels the wrath of having to burn its own self to survive – no reliance anymore on nourishment. The pain grows, but alas your brain is the only thing of importance. Everything else is designed to just be a mindblow. Only it goes on to slow you down further from discovering the truth.

Walking through the night without taking a moment to eat – concentrating only on the the objective that has been sitting in your mind for so long. Let’s do this. No stops for anything so trivial that it will just slow us down even further, since we are spending this time thinking of it.

You finally get home and are ready to pounce onto the covers of your bed, couch, or the floor in an abandoned cement factory. Somewhere – anywhere – just a little space and quietness is all that is needed to revive your abilities.

Going out into the wilderness unknown with no knowing if you will survive: Another stage in the process of enlightenment. Will you die, survive, or strive in the setting? Surviving is easy and the goal that most do choose. Striving versus dieing is the game that a few take. You cannot go back from your decision – it is ultimate. You will always be remembered for it.

The Quest for Perfection

Sometime that I cut the lawn, I would go over some spots to try and achieve uniformity. I wanted the grass (and fully the yard) to look to their potential. They needed to be well- prepared for God knows what reason.

The same also happened when I painted a living space about two years ago. I went over the walls multiple times looking for any imperfections. I made sure the ceiling and wall were distinctly separated with a nice line.

What I realized is that these imperfections cannot be contained without new ones being created. Everything exists for a reason however minute you deem it to be. It is still there. The reason is not for a larger and greater good, but out of the idea that with space something has to exist within that said space, or else it would not be considered space in the first place.

Putting all your effort into making sure something is perfect may be a never-ending pursuit to certain personalities. Everything can always be touched up (made better) unless you go down to the atomic level to insure perfection.

I was upset when I had an electronic gaming device that had a few scratches in it, and since I could not commit them to vanish, I got a new system.

So as long as everything looks goods, I am happy with myself and can change the topics on my mind to something more “pertinent.”

 

All Back to Nature

The fire, decay, spoilage all show us that everything will eventually will erode back to its natural beginning form from where it started from.

All of our man-made creations will face the reality. They will return to the form they were originally intended as without human interference. There was even a graphical presentation that showed what would happen if everyone disappeared. Remnants would remain for hundreds of thousands of years, but even the cities of metropolis will all vanish one day.

This computer I am typing on will be gone. The table will also follow the same route and at a faster pace since it is made of wood which from my scientific understanding decays faster than plastic! Even radioactive particles will become stabilized.

I did write a piece on “structures” and the lasting impact that they give to all those that view them. They too will see their fate come away from the world.

It all points to Mars. This is a mirrored image of what Earth is to potentially be in millions of years.

While the question of existence and creation remains to be unanswered for those that are alive today, there is no one that can answer the questions that I seek to ask. Only those that are dead can give the one answer to pretty much every question about anything conceived and unknown.

Racing Ahead

While driving, I noticed that other drivers seem to have a knack for getting ahead of everyone else. Others are more laid-back in aggressiveness and ease off the gas pedal.

When you see a light about a quarter of a mile away, and it is green, then it doesn’t take a whole lot of estimation to note that it will be red by the time you reach it. Others, however, do not take note of this, and will casually consume their excess gas supplies to reach the light quicker. It doesn’t matter since we will both be standing still in our cars at the light; in other words, waiting at a light for twenty seconds is equal to waiting for just one second. We will both be at a similar position whether or not we arrived at different times. You could be ahead a few car lengths but down some gas. Is it worth it?

This goes also with winter and the saving of supplies to last through it. Be cautious and conserving and you shall make it through fine; however, be glutinous and uncaring and life shall cut you short a few dimes.

This is what you would probably be told by the average wise man, but it is an incorrect comparison. The food you eat whether early or late will be stored as fat. In other words you will be hungry towards the end of the winter cycle, but you’ll just consume your body fat instead of remaining food which contains energy/calories. This makes no difference, except that the bigger you are, the more energy it needs ceteris paribus. Well I guess there is a slight difference after all.

Good that November is here, so I can take care in getting ready for a nice Thanksgiving: 2011 edition.

 

Inventing 101: Guessing the Future

Think of the future but just with technology in mind:

You enter the house to find a big screen on one of the walls with a control panel to access your telephone/networking system. Whatever you think of appears on the screen.

You wear a camera in your eyes that with three blinks will set a signal off to take a picture of what your iris is pointed towards. Hey, maybe even record videos or attach flashlights/night-vision, but that would seemingly be much more complicated.

Your brain is connected to a supercomputer the size of a dime which allows you to calculate numbers in an instant. An internal clock and wireless networking system allows you access to anything. There is a calendar, too.

Cars travel on pressure pads connected to computers far away to calculate the timings of the lights. If you see that you are approaching a light, the computer will determine the ideal times for the 4-way intersection and what should be the length of the red, yellow, and green lights.

Remember the movie from 1984 with Ah-nold as the Terminator? A machine but with no killing incentives, but other innovations to help with and make life more convenient.

Revenge and Favors in Thought

You did a favor for anyone a long time ago. This remained on your mind on whether the one responsible for your good deed would pay you back in some form or another.

It goes on in your brain; you wonder how he could help you. Maybe a contribution in the form of money? How about consultation for his personal life?

A goal you should have is not balancing out your favors committed onto you and for someone else in need. You want to have more favors that go onto others than the other way around. While everything is said to balance out in the end, it actually doesn’t – nor does it need to in this lifetime.

Striking a balance is alright though. Just try and ignore being the one who takes in more favors than receives. They do exist, and they kind of have to for this post.

The Destruction Correlated with Evolution

Notice how we have data showing that life potentially existed on Mars?

Ever come to conclude as to the lasting events that unfolded over there?

They went through evolution just like everything today. They were so much more advanced than we may ever be. Their technology would run rings around ours – maybe they had time travel and used it. Maybe they were able to flee to another galaxy. Maybe they stayed there.

Unfortunately warfare also took its part in advancement (or dis-evolution since the destruction of said evolution would occur from this). Weapons became more powerful and deadly. With that being said, something unfortunately kicked off the destruction that vaporized the entire planet to little more than a nesting ground for dust.

Now let’s go into further detail: Billions of years have gone by, but since we did not exist, it was instantaneous – similar to the way you forget, but know when you wake up that you were asleep. Millions of lifeforms have existed. How many of them still exist to this day?

But again none of this matters since every single thing in existence can be re-created with a simple atomizing machine. Now we just need to have that made somehow.

 

Raynaud’s Phenomenon

I have it. I hate it. I disgust it.

I like hot weather. I like cold weather. I like seasons of change. I prefer to live in an area that features these distinct weather types. I do not want to be stuck in a humid location for the rest of my life for trying to cope with it.

Anytime I stay inactive, and the weather is below sixty degrees Fahrenheit, I start to get cold in the hands and feet. Obviously there is  a circulatory problem. I am anemic, and I do drink caffeine often, but even when I keep in check these two “issues,” I still have the phenomenon pushed onto me for no reason at all. It gets annoying very quickly.

I’ve shaken others’ hands, and they have noted the coldness from which I exhibit. I highly doubt this rubs off on them, but still, it would be somewhat awkward if you were to touch someone’s hands only to find out that they are cooler than ice. Maybe that is better than shaking greasy or dry hands – yuck! Where is the hand sanitizer?!

Now let’s look at the standard connotations dealing with temperature We’ll take a look at how society would view someone:

Person is hot: super positive (from many, not all, point-of-views). Has to do with attraction, though. Also can be a way of saying someone is enraged.

Person is warm: positive. A warm-hearted individual is seen as a good sight.

Person is cold: negative. He is evil, meticulous, and un-caring.

So right off the bat, I am at a slight disadvantage. I shall wonder where this will take me in my business adventures since you shake hands before a discussion with someone else. So I beg of you to not get the wrong opinion about me! I swear I am a swell guy – with the golden touch to warm to the heart’s content of any.

Now let me go and put on three pairs of socks. And yes, I have done that many times to the point where I am looking into buying wool hiking socks. One day I will buy them, but maybe I can shove onto others a strange sense of abnormality when they shake my hand. It does set me apart, though, and I can find solace in that I am not one and the same. Maybe I can figure a use this to my advantage somehow, someway, and somewhy.

Hardware Connectivity

I only need twenty gigabytes of storage space for this laptop that I will use. Everything else can be stored on here. Text itself only takes up such little space on it that there are not worries from me, though I will be featuring more images which average about ten kilobytes each to lower the bandwidth consumed.

The flash drive (aka portable hard drive) will be the next big thing as it is implanted into your hand. The serial port it will not feature (as seen in Are You Afraid of the Dark?). It will be smaller than the size of a pin head. Maybe it already is on you – without your actual acknowledgment of course. I’m not lying about this either. Remember where the umbilical cord that is detached…?

Has to be convenient you know. And part of the torso needed to live; therefore, it cannot be located on a limb. Ever handicapped people have one. The system requires the absolute input of all data in the world; we can never allow wild cards to pose as potential threats.

Actually Money Can Help Your Happiness

Moneys helps you do everything in its own right to allow you the ability to keep your happiness. Don’t mistake it for equaling happiness which is what is commonly referred to.

I understand and have commented on the decay of the mind. I will say that money itself (the hard currency) is a good way to allow yourself to get motivated in the morning to make a name for yourself. Money is not the goal –  the means to obtaining it and reveling in the expertise required for doing so helps separate you from those others.

While you can judge yourself based on your financial statements whether or not you fell that you have succeeded, others will do the same thing. The goal of living is to avoid death, right? Therefore having more money almost guarantees you this, except for those who take the unnecessary physical risks to boost the adrenaline – which in itself is a popular hobby amongst the poor, meddlers, and rich. This though is another topic at another time for me to delve into.

I could tell you that I have $50.0 million in my bank account doing nothing but just sitting there (well, the bank itself is investing it). It doesn’t change the way I act; it does not change the feelings I have; I am still the same person you’ve always known. The only thing that changes is how you view me.

I’d like to say money isn’t something that can cause worrisome, especially to those that lose it (easy come and easy go), but the troubles of what others may think of you and associate you with. The rich guys that have money hanging up their kazoo are not feeling satisfied with themselves. They really want to make even more. It is the drive of this that I respect and wish them all the well.

Society has become this way. Every time a man voices a negative opinion against rich men, I wonder whether he would repeat the same sentiments if he were to gain those millions himself? Financial statuses do change after all.

Money is nice to have, but the living you can make while having only a small amount doesn’t stop you from becoming what you want to be. You are the maker of the destiny you want and this pursuit comes from the mind, and not the pocketbook.


Chronic Physical Suffering

If a needle were to be stuck into the iris of my eye, how would the body know how to accurately describe the type of pain that is exhibited if it never had before?

Does this mean we must have had ancestors that each went through the respective pain? Maybe an ancestor is the 13th century had his eye poked out.

Does the body wait in anticipation of this sense? It is just itching to re-direct what it is (so-called sensing) to make your life all the more miserable.

Chronic pain. What is the point of it? All it does is get in the damn way of everything. Now I don’t experience any type of physical pain, nor does my body struggle with the complexities of itself, but I must say that I feel for the older people in the problems they face as the body begins to fatefully shut down. Kind of.

I guess the point of it is pretty simple: your body wants you to have recognized the good living you have been striding for. Instead you have decided against all that was given to you, and in a fatal instance one morning, your body gave you a pain that will never go away.

You had your chance to make use of your life without the pain. Now it is all over. What you do in this next part will be the culmination with you watching over yourself with repentance in mind.

“Have fun,” the body states before never responding to you again until the time.

People Watching

Arguably intriguing – even though I’ve seen it all before – thousands of times.

It was refreshing at first but realized it simply was not worth anything.

Understanding others is like eating cardboard boxes. No flavor; any flavor they have is only of a rebellious nature that is always coveted by the young. I’ve scene these combination before, and they’re always known to me.

Sorrow be ye words of wisdom for now. Not human nature; it’s robot nature. All robots with no souls. Trying to find those unique exceptions.

Weekly Diet

My diet for this week:

  • Lifeway Kefir drinks
  • Bolthouse drinks
  • Garden Salad from Meijer
  • Red Bull original (no aspartame desired)
  • Gyros & chicken tenders from a coney island
  • Balance protein bar cookie dough
  • Fruit cup (berries)
  • Haagen Dazs Ice Cream
  • Milk (whole)
  • Some form of cereal
  • Similar items I may be forgetting now

It’s good for you. Too much on my mind. I need durable food that lasts a long time.

Displaying Your True Personality in Contrast Against Society’s Standard

You have your personality. You execute it like a computer program all in life, right?

Realize yourself in public. Don’t do what is normally done and/or accepted. Do what feels to you. But don’t do what the media has told you do in a rebelling nature. Just be yourself without all the outside influences driving your decisions.

Come at me with what you have.

Don’t hide your speech patterns or delicate wording choices to not offend me. Tell me what is the truth. What is your brain figuring out to say? No, don’t decipher everything; please just give it to me raw. I’ll figure out the true meaning sometime later.

Stop giving me the blandest sentences that I’ve already heard before – be creative and original, or just be yourself. You want to stay on my personal mind; you want me to continuously review our dialogue that we developed together? Having others think about you is good, yes?

Yes, act in accordance to how society tells you what’s morally obbligato for that disposition you have developed over the last [insert age here] years of the life.

I counter basing myself on society’s standards of sophistication for  mere amusement with my brain bursts giving off energy to you all.

Took a few times to understand the sentence above?

That is raw.

 

 

Sleep-In, Little Rugrat

“I know I have to get up and go. But I just want to sleep in a tiny bit more, please!

I want others to see the real me – not the grumpy and irritable me which is what will inevitably happen –  if you do not let me sleep!

“Don’t take any chances on it. In the first seven seconds in which they judge me, they’ll get the wrong idea about me. OMG! I cannot even dare to think the repercussions of that which would befall my very existence with cumbersome intellect and discourse! No, no, and more no! That can’t happen! My social life would be thoroughly ruined because of this sad state of affairs!”

She shrugs.

“If you make me get up, I’m never going to talk to you again. You’re not even thinking about what is best for me. You know the apple of your eye… that is just so you! Why do you hate me so damn much?!”

She grins.

“OK, I admit it, I did not finish my homework.”

He looks down and about.

“I’ll call in sick for you, my little rugrat.

Reboot

No, not a reboot of your MacBook Pro or Alienware Area-51 super-duper gaming computer.

At the end of time through the last cycle of living, a group of beings felt that the end was coming as the sun was setting itself “off”; they decided, through a sacrifice of their entire being, to destroy all matter in an effort to allow it to recombine into something – anything really – that would allow for another universe to come about.

Those beings took the same path of evolution of us and represent the very pinnacle of super-humans accelerated to the end-point of evolution. This point obviously being that they made it to God-like status.

Hit the Restart button on life and let nature sort everything out once more. This time she’ll have an idea of the world she can craft. Expect data for inputs to more eccentric and the output to be a little less “convulsing.”

Can she control the entire process? Not likely.

She may be this big, all-powerful presence, but so are you if you want to be. God isn’t any more important than you are. You just let it be.

What’s the worst that could happen to you with this disapproval. Pain? See an upcoming post.